Here everyone can watch as I spin so far out of control that my feet are barely touching the ground. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I can't move. I can't talk. Leave me alone. alone. alone.
I am drowning in worthlessness, hopelessness, anger, fear, bitterness, sadness, madness, insanity, emotion sickness, dread, hate, possibilities, impossibilities. There is no drug to cure me. There is no one to say it's okay. Because it's not. And I know it's not.
Thats alot to wake up to in the morning.
And on top of that, I just looked out my window. It's snowing.
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